Beneath the awesome lie,
lies the naked truth.
the truth that will only part our ways,
the truth that will make no one's days,
the truth that i always suspect,
but ignore,
thinking our relation it would affect.
you say the love is real,
you promise you wont go away,
you assured its only about you and me.
and i never doubt on you,
ignoring my consistent thought that says,
"you aren't true!"
but the love bite on your back,
the ladies hanky in your bag,
the smell in your shirt,
are all enough for me to be hurt.
what saddens me now is,
u still act fake,
you still hide the truth,
you still dont surrender...
I say, dont surprise me with the awesome lie,
shock me with the bitter truth,
tell me the naked truth!
Our relation is now no more,
because for you,
it is never a 'we'
it is always an 'I'
it is all a 'lie'...
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Those were the days!
Those were the days,
when mummy used to feed
Those were the days,
when money was not a need
Life was innocent like a kid,
And I always waved sorrows a goodbye bid
Happy were those days,
Cheered up were my mates.
Had no reason to shed tear
Exams were the only fear!
Now there’s a different phase,
Internet and I pod are the craze!
Teenage love makes you cry,
And your tears never dry.
I wonder now where’s mom and dad?
The relation isn’t like before,
Do I or they make me sad?!
Why I am no more like a princess?
Why I am making my own life a mess!
Vanished are those innocent days,
Sneaking and lying are the only ways!
Where’s the charm of relation gone?
I want to live and re-live my childhood again!
Didn’t know life would be like this
Now why I am always pissed
Is it the special someone that I miss?!
Life’s not the way it used to be,
Innocent like a kid,
With only love and bliss!
Why did I grow old?!
Those were the days,
When while on road, my hand,
Daddy used to hold! :)
Saturday, March 12, 2011
My Obsession with Songs!!
Since I don’t have anything great to do these days’,just studies (I don’t consider them to b great!)...I just roam around the blogs (yeah! reading and writing too is my current obsession :D ) .., there I came across,one of my friends posts of making cartoon caricatures while studying..Suddenly a thought struck in to my mind that what I have been doing in all my preparatory leave, aah den what! I got something good to do finally… Just went back through all my notes that I have been making since a week… (Yes! I do make notes 1 week before the exam that helps me remember things well) and realized that I am obsessed with songs!! 
Yes! It’s the lyrics that I’ve been writing above and besides the margin line, in the date column anywhere and everywhere I see space! Even now, the song walking in my head,‘fullon ka taro ka sabka kehna hai... ek hazaaro mein apni behna hai’ (ya I listen to such random oldies). I have been murmuring and listening to music more than ever in my past week. Within less than 24hours I have my Advertisement final exam and now all I have on my tongue is “7things I hate about you..ohh you!” Yea Miley Cyrus, Rafi ji, Atif and of course my all time favourite Taylor Swift! I don’t want them to leave me but honestly I wish they go away,so that I can have a final revision in my senses!
When I study I play songs so that I don’t feel exhausted soon, ( just think of concentrating when you have people like Mohit Chauhan and Sonu Nigam around!! sounds tough, isn’t it! trust me it is!! I've been trying since days.) Now tell me is it really my fault if I can’t study after all of this!?! Than after every 2 hours of study I take a break, change the music (like from tujhse naraaz nahi zindagi to aali re saali re), visit some random blogs, websites, update google buzz, write testimonials for Nishu or apply for internships!! (haha! Silly! right?! but ya applying for internships is my favorite past time…may b I’m obsessed with my CV too! :D)
I really wonder why the hell on this mother earth do I deactivate my facebook account every time before exams,!! I know “show off’’ is what you have in your mind, but no, actually even I am confused why do I do that...maybe I am such an addict that I need a break from it for a few days, like people take a break from studies or work I need a break from facebook! :P Anyways I would thank my classmate who’s doodling made me ponder on what I have been doing in these past days and it also of course gave me something better to do in my break than just surfing the net and doing stupidity on various matrimonial sites : Here I go, Paramjeet Kaur, http://www.simplymarry.com/timesmatri/faces/jsp/profileDisplayPrint.jsp?profileId=mumf1318337&from=how : !! (ya i know "the height of joblessness!!" College leave you see...this is what it does to you!)
Now, I am writing this post in my study-break with the background music, "Jaane kya hoga Rama re..Jaane kya hoga Maula re!"
INDEED!!! PERFECT!! Rama and Maula only can help me now!! Phew! *fingers crossed* wish me luck!
Yes! It’s the lyrics that I’ve been writing above and besides the margin line, in the date column anywhere and everywhere I see space! Even now, the song walking in my head,‘fullon ka taro ka sabka kehna hai... ek hazaaro mein apni behna hai’ (ya I listen to such random oldies). I have been murmuring and listening to music more than ever in my past week. Within less than 24hours I have my Advertisement final exam and now all I have on my tongue is “7things I hate about you..ohh you!” Yea Miley Cyrus, Rafi ji, Atif and of course my all time favourite Taylor Swift! I don’t want them to leave me but honestly I wish they go away,so that I can have a final revision in my senses!
When I study I play songs so that I don’t feel exhausted soon, ( just think of concentrating when you have people like Mohit Chauhan and Sonu Nigam around!! sounds tough, isn’t it! trust me it is!! I've been trying since days.) Now tell me is it really my fault if I can’t study after all of this!?! Than after every 2 hours of study I take a break, change the music (like from tujhse naraaz nahi zindagi to aali re saali re), visit some random blogs, websites, update google buzz, write testimonials for Nishu or apply for internships!! (haha! Silly! right?! but ya applying for internships is my favorite past time…may b I’m obsessed with my CV too! :D)
I really wonder why the hell on this mother earth do I deactivate my facebook account every time before exams,!! I know “show off’’ is what you have in your mind, but no, actually even I am confused why do I do that...maybe I am such an addict that I need a break from it for a few days, like people take a break from studies or work I need a break from facebook! :P Anyways I would thank my classmate who’s doodling made me ponder on what I have been doing in these past days and it also of course gave me something better to do in my break than just surfing the net and doing stupidity on various matrimonial sites : Here I go, Paramjeet Kaur, http://www.simplymarry.com/timesmatri/faces/jsp/profileDisplayPrint.jsp?profileId=mumf1318337&from=how : !! (ya i know "the height of joblessness!!" College leave you see...this is what it does to you!)
Now, I am writing this post in my study-break with the background music, "Jaane kya hoga Rama re..Jaane kya hoga Maula re!"
INDEED!!! PERFECT!! Rama and Maula only can help me now!! Phew! *fingers crossed* wish me luck!
Monday, March 7, 2011
You know you are in Ruia BMM when.........
Ms. Sneha Subhedar (the coordinator) enters your amazing classroom and shouts, ‘Aye!!! Chup Baitho!’ These days, Ms Shamali enters and says, ‘I never knew you students are so mischievous!' (in her typically cute voice)
When within half an hour of the lecture students cry to put off the Air condition complaining it to be too cool!
When your eyes are pleased as you enter the classroom seeing the lights, cleanliness, and the beautiful benches! …in short very well furnished with the artificial green trees kept around to add to its beauty… …..When you have the best class to sleep in (or do other interesting things!) with air conditioning, closed curtains and comfortable seats….. When you pay 4 times the amount of what others pay as their fees to begin your journey in a theatre like classroom (with the balcony of course! :D).
You see some really hot chicks in minis in the college campus and you can bet your friend they’re from BMM dept! When even the dumbest of the dumb, walks in the college quadrangle with full attitude, trying to be super cool and alone facing the entire crowd, you know he’s a Ruia BMMite!
When professor enters the class before the students and students reach after an hour or so! :P When once in a blue moon you see all the students wearing complete formals unwillingly for their presentations, And not to forget you are in Ruia BMM when, you observe students clicking pictures and making videos while the presentations on... Also when, Mr. Richard Khear comes in, finds the class noisy and if he’s pissed is like a cherry on the top for students because then all the lecture he keeps shouting nothing else but, “F. U. C * * * G B * *L S!!!” When you have some really brilliant people as your professor like Mr. Sanjay Ranade, (HOD of Journalism, MU), who has an exceptional way of teaching, students have a crush on his intelligence, and his sense of humor! But I am sure 3/4th of the class doesn’t understand his teaching! (including me :D)
Well, to add, you know you are in Ruia BMM when morning 4 am you get the message of what lectures you have today! Also when, you have no books around, no notes nothing… just a laptop, internet and lots of power point presentations with 100s of slides! :\ Of course, unlike other college BMM students you don’t get any notes even for examination, no important questions and on top of all you get all the presentations one week before the exam!
So, you know you are in Ruia BMM when 15 days before the examination you are facebooking, twittering, chatting and hanging out like a free bird without any idea of what is the portion for exam! :D
…when you stand out of the crowd during every fest with the special bright Ruia “BMM” jerseys…special different jerseys for every fest…not considering you win or lose! You know you are in Ruia BMM when you find a really enthusiastic crowd around you, filled with energy, always cheering their classmate participants (unlike any other department students!!) also when you get to see the unity, love and care among the students, they can be none other Ruia BMMites. And of course you know you are in Ruia BMM when you are one of them from the crowd shouting your lungs out and cheering your department students, “R. U. I. A. BMM BMM” or “jeetega bhai jeetega BMM jeetega!!”,
FY’s, SY’s or TY’s during sports, at around 8pm or even late, when your complete tired!
Aah! How can I forget the condition of BMMites on the result day!! You know you are in Ruia BMM when, firstly you don’t get any notes, secondly you get the matter to study only one week before the exam and last but not the least, when finally you get to know that out of 60, 15 of them have got a drop whereas 25 KTs!! And first rank securing not more than 60%!! (high standards of teaching and checking you see )
…. When you have best of the professors to teach you not just from the exam point of view but everything that you might need in future! (They never consider we have exams too)
…when you have some really intelligent people in your class like some from US, UK or so with their irritating English accent but trust me they are brilliant, who keeps answering every time so that the rest of the class can sleep peacefully! :D
…when you update your facebook or blackberry statuses from your phone in one hand while lays in other, sitting in the air conditioned balcony …..ooops! I mean classroom, and your professor who is also in your friend list gets the update on his/her phone comes to you shouting! ;)
You know you are in Ruia BMM when you get to see the movie of your choice every month on the projector in the classroom with lights off, AC on, lays in hand (though eating inside is not allowed :D) and being cozy on the seats! Wooo …..what comfort and peace! :D ...Where you are exposed to all the movies from Sant Tukaram to Do Aankhe Bara Haath to Paranormal Activity to ....... :D ;)
Also, you know you are in Ruia BMM, when no one around you can define “Decency”!! :P where everyone’s sentence starts with the ‘F’-word and ends with TMK (no no its not Tees Maar Khan...its Teri Ma Ki.... :D!
Also, when you have no lecture after every alternate day :D But, yes! You have lectures on a non-instructional day, even on a Rose Day for that matter when the entire college is dancing with their best clothes on; the great Ruia BMMites are in their classrooms giving presentations in formals!!
So, in a nut shell, not considering the things mentioned above I assure you,
All great journalists are born here!! ( …and errrr “No sarcasm intended this time!” :))
So you know you were in Ruia BMM when on the last day of your third year BMM you have tears in your eyes thinking about all the cherishing memories you have made in these past years! :)
When within half an hour of the lecture students cry to put off the Air condition complaining it to be too cool!
When your eyes are pleased as you enter the classroom seeing the lights, cleanliness, and the beautiful benches! …in short very well furnished with the artificial green trees kept around to add to its beauty… …..When you have the best class to sleep in (or do other interesting things!) with air conditioning, closed curtains and comfortable seats….. When you pay 4 times the amount of what others pay as their fees to begin your journey in a theatre like classroom (with the balcony of course! :D).
You see some really hot chicks in minis in the college campus and you can bet your friend they’re from BMM dept! When even the dumbest of the dumb, walks in the college quadrangle with full attitude, trying to be super cool and alone facing the entire crowd, you know he’s a Ruia BMMite!
When professor enters the class before the students and students reach after an hour or so! :P When once in a blue moon you see all the students wearing complete formals unwillingly for their presentations, And not to forget you are in Ruia BMM when, you observe students clicking pictures and making videos while the presentations on... Also when, Mr. Richard Khear comes in, finds the class noisy and if he’s pissed is like a cherry on the top for students because then all the lecture he keeps shouting nothing else but, “F. U. C * * * G B * *L S!!!” When you have some really brilliant people as your professor like Mr. Sanjay Ranade, (HOD of Journalism, MU), who has an exceptional way of teaching, students have a crush on his intelligence, and his sense of humor! But I am sure 3/4th of the class doesn’t understand his teaching! (including me :D)
Well, to add, you know you are in Ruia BMM when morning 4 am you get the message of what lectures you have today! Also when, you have no books around, no notes nothing… just a laptop, internet and lots of power point presentations with 100s of slides! :\ Of course, unlike other college BMM students you don’t get any notes even for examination, no important questions and on top of all you get all the presentations one week before the exam!
So, you know you are in Ruia BMM when 15 days before the examination you are facebooking, twittering, chatting and hanging out like a free bird without any idea of what is the portion for exam! :D
…when you stand out of the crowd during every fest with the special bright Ruia “BMM” jerseys…special different jerseys for every fest…not considering you win or lose! You know you are in Ruia BMM when you find a really enthusiastic crowd around you, filled with energy, always cheering their classmate participants (unlike any other department students!!) also when you get to see the unity, love and care among the students, they can be none other Ruia BMMites. And of course you know you are in Ruia BMM when you are one of them from the crowd shouting your lungs out and cheering your department students, “R. U. I. A. BMM BMM” or “jeetega bhai jeetega BMM jeetega!!”,
FY’s, SY’s or TY’s during sports, at around 8pm or even late, when your complete tired!
Aah! How can I forget the condition of BMMites on the result day!! You know you are in Ruia BMM when, firstly you don’t get any notes, secondly you get the matter to study only one week before the exam and last but not the least, when finally you get to know that out of 60, 15 of them have got a drop whereas 25 KTs!! And first rank securing not more than 60%!! (high standards of teaching and checking you see )
…. When you have best of the professors to teach you not just from the exam point of view but everything that you might need in future! (They never consider we have exams too)
…when you have some really intelligent people in your class like some from US, UK or so with their irritating English accent but trust me they are brilliant, who keeps answering every time so that the rest of the class can sleep peacefully! :D
…when you update your facebook or blackberry statuses from your phone in one hand while lays in other, sitting in the air conditioned balcony …..ooops! I mean classroom, and your professor who is also in your friend list gets the update on his/her phone comes to you shouting! ;)
You know you are in Ruia BMM when you get to see the movie of your choice every month on the projector in the classroom with lights off, AC on, lays in hand (though eating inside is not allowed :D) and being cozy on the seats! Wooo …..what comfort and peace! :D ...Where you are exposed to all the movies from Sant Tukaram to Do Aankhe Bara Haath to Paranormal Activity to ....... :D ;)
Also, you know you are in Ruia BMM, when no one around you can define “Decency”!! :P where everyone’s sentence starts with the ‘F’-word and ends with TMK (no no its not Tees Maar Khan...its Teri Ma Ki.... :D!
Also, when you have no lecture after every alternate day :D But, yes! You have lectures on a non-instructional day, even on a Rose Day for that matter when the entire college is dancing with their best clothes on; the great Ruia BMMites are in their classrooms giving presentations in formals!!
So, in a nut shell, not considering the things mentioned above I assure you,
All great journalists are born here!! ( …and errrr “No sarcasm intended this time!” :))
So you know you were in Ruia BMM when on the last day of your third year BMM you have tears in your eyes thinking about all the cherishing memories you have made in these past years! :)
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Chameli
How does it feel to be in love
i never knew,
How does it feel when you fall for someone
i never knew,
How does it feel to be in a relationship
i never knew,
How does it feel to be emotionally attached to someone
i never knew,
All what i knew is live-ins,
to be with every other man, other night,
to flirt with anyone who comes my way,
to entertain whoever calls,
to dance in the bar and earn living
and went through a lot of stings,
i felt life is great as it is,
no attachments, no heartbreaks and no sentiments!
than you walked in,
and made me realize all i have been doing is a sin,
My heart, then melted for you,
and i was a person altogether new,
I was on cloud nine,
and i only wanted you to be mine!
For the first time i had experienced true love,
For the first time I have met my soul,
who wants to only see me smiling,
and not my back's mole!
For the first time i have someone,
who loves me and cares,
and wants to just stand and stare!
I realized i was the happiest person,
discontinued whatever i did,
and started living like a kid!
experienced real love, sentiments and emotions!
Never thought you would ditch me like this,
just one night and now i regret of that kiss!
back to my old life,
again the red lights!!
he made me realize i am a prostitute,
who can only be a subsitute!
who can never be loved by anyone,
what is true love?
i can never mention!
Now, i am lying on my bed,
tears rolling down,
this is my life....
under the red lights...
i never knew,
How does it feel when you fall for someone
i never knew,
How does it feel to be in a relationship
i never knew,
How does it feel to be emotionally attached to someone
i never knew,
All what i knew is live-ins,
to be with every other man, other night,
to flirt with anyone who comes my way,
to entertain whoever calls,
to dance in the bar and earn living
and went through a lot of stings,
i felt life is great as it is,
no attachments, no heartbreaks and no sentiments!
than you walked in,
and made me realize all i have been doing is a sin,
My heart, then melted for you,
and i was a person altogether new,
I was on cloud nine,
and i only wanted you to be mine!
For the first time i had experienced true love,
For the first time I have met my soul,
who wants to only see me smiling,
and not my back's mole!
For the first time i have someone,
who loves me and cares,
and wants to just stand and stare!
I realized i was the happiest person,
discontinued whatever i did,
and started living like a kid!
experienced real love, sentiments and emotions!
Never thought you would ditch me like this,
just one night and now i regret of that kiss!
back to my old life,
again the red lights!!
he made me realize i am a prostitute,
who can only be a subsitute!
who can never be loved by anyone,
what is true love?
i can never mention!
Now, i am lying on my bed,
tears rolling down,
this is my life....
under the red lights...
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Thank god!! it was a dream!!
Last night i wasn't sleepy,
don't why, where and what,
was lost in some thoughts!
in the moonlight,
his face was shining bright!
he was smiling and staring,
and for a moment i felt,
its the heaven that is glaring!
it was indeed a shock,
and 3am showed the clock!
decided to ignore and go off to sleep,
but something was stopping me,
and i began to weep!
pleaded him 2 go off my mind,
as i didn't want anything to rewind!
he still stood smiling,
didn't utter a single word,
but after sometime,
I could his image blurred!
I guess he went,
was weeping again and began to repent!
and now,
he could not be seen,
at 7 struck the clock,
and realised it was a dream!
woke up with a deplorable face,
thinking about last night what i have seen,
but then smiled and said,
"Thank god! it was a dream! "
Monday, May 3, 2010
The "BEAUTIFUL" you!!
Though with a simple face,
slow pace,
dull gaze,
same old boring days,
you'll b shocked and amazed,
to know the real you,
that is THE BEAUTIFUL YOU!!
no one's ever simple,
just smile and there comes a dimple!
just cheer up & fasten up your speed,
because in life,
you got to go very deep!!
just look around and you shall now find everything new,
because this time,
its not you,
but the beautiful you!!
you'll see what you have never seen,
you'll feel the way u hav never felt,
everything would look so beautiful,
that i am sure,
your heart's gonna melt!!
awake the beautiful in you,
or else the beautiful moments of your life,
will forever remain due!!
smell the flowers glowing,
see the winds blowing,
do things unexpected!!
open up your heart,
and let even the smallest thing be its part!!
live life on your terms,
and make your dreams very firm!!
know the complete you,
because its not just you,
but the real you!
THE BEAUTIFUL YOU!!
slow pace,
dull gaze,
same old boring days,
you'll b shocked and amazed,
to know the real you,
that is THE BEAUTIFUL YOU!!
no one's ever simple,
just smile and there comes a dimple!
just cheer up & fasten up your speed,
because in life,
you got to go very deep!!
just look around and you shall now find everything new,
because this time,
its not you,
but the beautiful you!!
you'll see what you have never seen,
you'll feel the way u hav never felt,
everything would look so beautiful,
that i am sure,
your heart's gonna melt!!
awake the beautiful in you,
or else the beautiful moments of your life,
will forever remain due!!
smell the flowers glowing,
see the winds blowing,
do things unexpected!!
open up your heart,
and let even the smallest thing be its part!!
live life on your terms,
and make your dreams very firm!!
know the complete you,
because its not just you,
but the real you!
THE BEAUTIFUL YOU!!
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