Saturday, February 19, 2011

Chameli

How does it feel to be in love
i never knew,
How does it feel when you fall for someone
i never knew,
How does it feel to be in a relationship
i never knew,
How does it feel to be emotionally attached to someone
i never knew,
All what i knew is live-ins,
to be with every other man, other night,
to flirt with anyone who comes my way,
to entertain whoever calls,
to dance in the bar and earn living
and went through a lot of stings,
i felt life is great as it is,
no attachments, no heartbreaks and no sentiments!

than you walked in,
and made me realize all i have been doing is a sin,
My heart, then melted for you,
and i was a person altogether new,
I was on cloud nine,
and i only wanted you to be mine!

For the first time i had experienced true love,
For the first time I have met my soul,
who wants to only see me smiling,
and not my back's mole!
For the first time i have someone,
who loves me and cares,
and wants to just stand and stare!

I realized i was the happiest person,
discontinued whatever i did,
and started living like a kid!
experienced real love, sentiments and emotions!

Never thought you would ditch me like this,
just one night and now i regret of that kiss!
back to my old life,
again the red lights!!

he made me realize i am a prostitute,
who can only be a subsitute!
who can never be loved by anyone,
what is true love?
i can never mention!

Now, i am lying on my bed,
tears rolling down,
this is my life....
under the red lights...