the way i feel

do u feel the way i feel?
do u evn know how do i feel?
the way u look @ me,
my pains got heal!
i went searching 4 u, only u & not sum1 new,
found u, looked @ u,
my joys knew no bound,
bt u wer wid sum1 new!
was hurted, was into tears bt still i din fear,
i knew lyf had sumthgn better,
found him,looked & him
& began 2 flatter!
went out wid him, had gr8 tym,
evrythng was goin fine,
bt again one day i saw u all alone,
sitting ina dome.
i knew u needed me,
bt dat tym i was wid "HE"
wid him i wsa happy & gay,
and wateva u did u had 2 pay!
wen i saw u wid sum1 knew,
u dunno how i felt,
wat all i had dealt!
i began 2 think and my eye din evn blink,
than i came 2 a conclusion,
dat i still love n care,
bt now i cannot share!
now all i do is jus wish 4 u,
dat agin u get sum1 new!
u'll neva know d way i am feeling,
wat all i am dealing!!
- HARNEET KAUR